Archive for July, 2006

“pacify” does not mean “satisfy”

the heart is constantly in a state of longing.  It must therefore be either satiated or pacified with something at all times.  If it is not satisfied it must necessarily be pacified.

Recently my heart has been in a state of overwhelming hunger.  No kidding. As a result, for a long time my heart was being pacified.  With what? unfortunately with a sorry type of heart food: musings.  It was a poor pacifier for me.  But when I came across this sentence in a book, I felt like I could breathe again.  This was a flash of blinding light after standing in the dark for a long time.  Yes, this one small phrase filled me to the top.

“Duty is only a substitute for love (of God and of other people) like a crutch, which is a substitute for a leg.” – C.S. Lewis

You see, it was not even a phrase that one would expect to be a satisfying statement.  It is not an encouragment or statement of comfort, it is not a promise for strength or even a story of joy or victory.  It is only an idea.  But an idea is more than enough if it is strong and if it is pure.  Yes, one idea which is fashioned by a clear mind is enough if I apprehend it, for my heart to be happy.

back from Taiwan.

I learned a lot. ask me about it sometime, i’d love to share. Here are some excerpts

First I got to Taiwan and hung out with family (we also went to Shanghai and HK) and what did we do? guess.

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everywhere, the food is awesome.

excited

they know.

Also, often in Taiwan I would encounter strange and yet wonderful sights such as…

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roller shoe mods or…

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kids with bats, or just

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fat people.

Anyhow after spending time with family I spent time in prison,

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We also did alot of driving.

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At the end of the trip, Team Beland hung out with some kids at a boys ranch.

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at first they didn’t like us much but soon they warmed up to us.

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o yeah and its normal for kids to have nails like this.

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gross huh.

well that it. let me know if y’all want to see some more. God has been faithful, just give me a ring and Ill tell you all about it.

My brother Jon goes to India

here’s one of the places Jon went.

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Here’s another…

somewhere in the mountains i guess

and I guess this is what he did on his down time.

the guy is totally not listening


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